Give me Bread

I confess.... I am terribly hungry right now. My emaciated mind and soul desires, yearns, and is begging on bended knees for the nourishment it needs....DESERVES! You see, I am not hungry for food.... my body is well fed. It is my mind and soul that are starving for the nourishment, they've been deprived. They crave achievement, advancement, progression, productivity, success.... GREATNESS. At this time these are foods that I can't seem to afford.

Looking down at my plate engulfs me with a sense of something.... thats too confusing... too complicated, and simply hurts too much to explain. My plate is literally empty and the amount of food upon it will only be a tease to my mind and soul leaving them in pure anger and reducing them to beg for more. My cup is an even sadder site than my plate not running over like once before, reducing me to take small slow sips so it could last a little bit longer. It is not half full in my eyes but half empty, just waiting to leave me with a thirst long after its been dranked.

I called myself taking a trip to the grocery store yet from the looks of my refrigerator and cabinets I can't tell. On my list I could only check off progression and advancement.... hopefully I will be able to afford success, achievement, and productivity on my next visit. I can probably even buy greatness.

I confess. I am not ashamed at the least about my current feelings toward success. I never want to just settle for things in life.... I always want to advance and reach different heights that will enable me to be a better person. I will always climb the ladder to mold myself into the being that I know I can be. I will never stop climbing...............